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I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FED UP OF THE IDIOTS W
Oi wtf seeeriously?!?!?!
COME ON~ for one thing stop being grouchy :|
2ndly... people are supposed to learn laguages to get better and it's great no matter how they learn it, and in school, you're encouraged to use casual french in your french lesson etc. and life is supposed to be about learning and you could learn more by taking the things others have said to you~
SO THERE XP
- Mood:
annoyed
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I reaaaaaallly want a new phone, and I need one since mine is broken... but I'm not allowed one until my birthday, in may X__X
Then again, perhaps it'll give phone makers some time to design A PHONE THAT ACTUALLY LOOKS GOOD~!!!!!!
D:<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
I've looked like everywhere, and all I see is hideous phones!!! Why can't we make pretty phones like the ones in Japan?!?!
I'm not bothered about features, as long as it'll play my music, store my pics, && hold my videos! >O<
I loove Yabu's phone *O*
From the MnSB making... *O*
It's sexy like him! *O*
Oh! Oh! I want this phone too!
IT'S SO CUTEEEEE!!!!
Wah! AWESOMEEE!!!
KYAAAAAAAA!!! F-A-B!
ANOTHER ADORABLE PHONEEEE!!
*Explodes*
I am SO fed up of people who criticize people who say Japanese things... WTF?! They say 'You're not Japanese' but what idiots! WHYE FUCK DO WE LEARN FRENCH OR SOME OTHER SHIT LANGUAGE AT SC
I might have to kill something now...
Oh wait dinner's ready :3 YAY fish fingers!
- Location:Deskland
- Mood: pissed off
- Music:Hey! Say! JUMP - Chance to Change | Powered by Last.fm
Friggin maths test tomoz and I don't even have the energy to get my gcse notes from under my bed.
I know who'll be failing.
Ugh.... I'l do it.... now... I will...
God that was an ordeal @_@
I dont know what to revise x_x
Just... reading it through... agh I want strawby mousse...
... Head hurts...
Can't get uppp...
My neck hurts.... I will move...
Need music when I'm back...
Back.. agh! My glasses made a dent in my nose! So I'll be holding them from now on, dickheads. Stupid inventions. Ah, I put them on the end of my nose... LOL!!!
Dad gave me calprofen downstairs.... complaining as always about taking tablets... he said I only wanted to teach infants to steal their calpol! Lol that is funny!
Ah gotta turn off laptop~
- Music:Vanessa Carlton~ She can't love him this way
NU. I'm gutted. George only came 3rd! HE SHOULD HAVE WON TTOTT Agh. At least he did better than David. But... Martina? Who IS she? She's done nothing in that camp! GEORGE IS LOVE <3 He was way more fun, I adore him, those pics with Joe were SOOOOO funny! CUTE X3 And omiigod I love his voice >o< George of the jungle FOREVER!!!
Well, now I want Joe to win, for the nation, and because I SUPPORT GEORGExJOE! XDDDDD
Oh frick, just the ad break to go... I'll have a nervy b!
Yay Joe won.
- Mood:
listless
On the other hand, I was supposed to go sing at the young voices concert at the Manchester Evening News Arena today. Aww. It would have been fun. I wonder if any other schools actually turned up? Or, will turn up? LOL I can imagine an empty arena then like 5 frozen primary school kids & an ill teacher struggling in, late... ;P
Hmmmm~ it's so nice to have a little more time, and half an excuse for not doing my hmwk! YAAAAY! I hope it's icy tomorrow because mum said we wouldn't have to go to school :DD
contemplative
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I had parents evening on thursday. Apparently Im not doing as well as I should in some subjects; maths and art. Maths especially. And seeing as I went on a motivational course on tuesday, and my love for Yuma is still, ever-growing, I'm starting a new life. Oh and I got a new CR account! Yay! Go me! Gotta make it up to standard quickly!
A HUGE part of my new life is less internet time D: ! But hey, my friends are going through it too! It's a bummer cause I have no contact with them anymore!! I miss them all so much!!! T^T
Stress stress stress!!!
BUT DAMN IT IS SO WORTH IT IF I GET TO G
It's strange how SOME people are born there, or SOME people have MONEY to get there, and yet OTHERS DON'T... >o<
And I've gotta be quicker. Lose weight. Stop biting nails. FOCUS. Finish what I start. Start more things. Use time wisely. 'Leave my comfort zone'.
Lol. Motivational course ♥
- Location:Bed
- Mood:
Ready! GO FOR IT! - Music:None...?!
Amy~ [[Ah, I'm so bored -_-; Oh no... I still have homework to do as well. I wish I could just be somewhere else =( ]]
Amy Dornan kicked down the long grass before her, making her own pathway through the deserted field.
Amy~ There's a place that I go that nobody knows where the rivers flow, and I call it home. And there's no more lies, in the darkness there's lies, and no body cries... there's only butterflies.
She gave a sigh and wiped the small tear from her eye. She stopped to look around.She hadn't really noticed before, for she'd been staring past the distance, but she was making her way towards the thick wall of ivy - or whatever it was. Looking now, she noticed a deep crimson against all the green. She ran forward, reached out her hands and felt... a door ! She tore away at the leaves that were hiding it, fighting so hard to clear it, her fingers were sore and red. But now, she could see a heavy bolt keeping the door shut fast. Intrigued, she battled the peg free.
Amy~ Yes ! Open open open <3
Grabbing the handle, she tugged at the heavy oak door which slowly juttered open, the final heave sending her stumbling back afterwards. Regaining her balance, she peeked inside. It seemed ti=o be a terribly overgrown garden.
Amy~ Woah ! Oh... oh ! A path !
Sure enough, there was a small walkway through the tall plants. Carefully, she stepped along, watching so as not to scratch her legs or get stung by any nettles.
Amy~ Wah~~ what is this place ?! So cool anyway... hehe sugoi !
A smile grew on her face. She carried onward, and finally reached a clearing ! There was a crystal clear pond, and the hot sun was beating down on her, so she took off her shoes, sat at the water's edge and dipped her fet in slowy. The water was cooling, but not cold. Smiling, she lay back on the grass and closed her eyes.
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:Hear Me Out ~ Frou Frou
Yayyyy I'm gonna paint my room tomorrow! I wanna paint the kanji for Yuma on my wall but I don't know if I'll be allowed. I'll find a way.... oh yes I will ¬_¬
WHEE. I did my first drama perf. on wednesday!! It was so fun! Our group was called 'Nine Lives' chose by me, cos of the Halloween theme, and nine cast members! The video is on youtube omg! Embarassing slightly! I'm the angel >//////////////<
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=9PX3tp-Brl
Ahuhu~ hmwk for this weekend~ 7 pages of flower art, 4 of Gustav Klimt copy pics [That is so boring] and um.... something else I can't remember. And I have to write a letter to the headteacher of some primary school asking for work experience placement x___x;; Sounds funn.
I can't wait til Christmas. ^O^ I love it. It's so much better than birthdays or other holidays. I hope it snows! I want scarf, hat & glove weather! And earmuffs! I wanna make snowmen and snow angels and go sledging and have snowball fights! I'm dreaming of a white Christmas!!!
- Mood: tired
- Music:Frou Frou ~ Hear Me Out
●Him●
●&&●
●Her●
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough
Will I ever be by your side?
My first fanletter... I'm nervous about sending it. It'd taken a long time to get just right... to say what needed to be said. But... it wont be my last. I've got to send letters for birthdays... maybe christmas? And of course, for when something new and exciting happens... I'll send letters always. I hope he wont think it annoying... I hope he reads it! I hope... he'll like the letter. It's my dream to bring a smile to his face. His smiles are most beautiful.
Nothing can compare <3
I just wish he could smile at me...
Your eyes are burning on my skin
And I'm so happy when I see
That you are smiling back at me
Fanmail... it's unreal to me to be getting it... the things I read are all so nice... and touching. But when I think of all these people puting in the effort... even people from far away countries... those people can't come to see me live... they can never really experience it or meet me... it's sad. I'd like to meet them too. So whenever I see a letter in a foreign language, I'll try my best to get it translated. I owe it to my fans... my friends... to hear what they have to say. I really love to get mail... some... in particular, make me very happy...
Thank you God for what I've found
I don't know how, I don't know why
But you're my angel in the night
I'm sending a birthday card. Along with another letter~ this is my third one now. It makes me melt to think he's reading what I say... I may not have received a reply, but I never really expected one anyway. That'd be asking too much. It'd be hard for him to write it, wouldn't it? I just hope they get to him ok... I'd just be so delighted if I could make an impact on him! Then again, that's everyone's wish right? Anyway, I've finished the card. It took a long time too! Now... to sign it. Do I dare ?
~With Love~
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now
Just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough
Will I ever be by your side?
Ah... fanmail. It still gets to me. I received beautiful birthday cards this year... I'm really amazed. I saved all the ones that came early until the actual day! I can see now that some people are sending mail to me more than once. I'm so honoured! It's like it shows true devotion... but do I deserve it ? I'll have to make myself worthy, and pay back all the people who have been so kind to me. It could take a while... hah... I'll ask for a message to be copied... but I promise I'll sign them all personally! And for writing who it is to... I'll do that too! Yet I still wish I could do more...
But still this feeling hasn't gone
I don't know what I'm gonna do
But I'm so crazy about you
Even if I don't know where to start
Even if my love is tearing me apart
I just know that you and me
We are always meant to be
I got a reply! I can't believe it! And... it's handwritten! OMG~! His writing is so nice! I can not believe he took the time out to write to me!! ME!!! This is too good to be true right?! I've admired him so much for so long... and he handwrote me a letter! He's read all my letters! He actually had them translated and, of course, he's had this done too... and for meeeee!!! It's really written by him... the ink... it's not a copy ! And all the way through - it's like he's actually talking to me! He answered my questions... this is surreal! I've never been so happy!
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now
Just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough
Will I ever be by your side?
Letters continued to be sent back and forth... we became friends at first... then... we had a relationship through our letters! It seems crazy... but we stayed close so long... and one day, we were able to meet... and now... we hope to spend the rest of our lives together. Don't think it's crazy. Nothing's impossible. Never give up your love. Just look at us now.
- Location:Bed
- Mood: Dozy, warm & in love <3
- Music:Angel In The Night - Basshunter
Anyway~~ right now... Um trying to fing good pictures of the Elliot Minor members... which is hard 'cos they're such scruffs lol !! I LOVE MY SCRUFFS <3 The pics of Ed && Alex in Japan are AWEESOMEE !!! Seriously, there's hilarious ones, sweet ones, random ones, cool ones... all sorts ! And it's ELLIOT MINOR in JAPAN people !!! Luckyyyy... I've never been abroad at all... next time I go to their concert *Crosses fingers it'll be next year* I'll superglue myself to Ed XD Buahahahaha <3
Okay... now I'm listening to School Kakumei... the start's a bit... :/ But it's cute =D Ok now I'm used to the start. Nice nice~! HSJ Just can't go wrong~~! Nyaa... I doubt I'll ever be able to have a fave JUMP song, they're all TOO GOOD !!!!
Now, I'm melting sweets on my laptop =] Gooeeeyyy XD Oops... wont come off...
Maa~ I lost my glasses friday and still cant find them >< I'll die at school ! My eyes reaaalllyyy hurt ! T^T AND I CAN'T SEE~!! Duh DX
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Omg... I almost just died. I cut myself at my heel and fainted in the bath... luckily my sister found me. I'm still shaking and can't see properly. But at first when I did open my eyes... I could see Yuma. I feel stupid for fainting because of that... haha... some injuries really get too me... cracking my head open was fine, but when I caught my fingers in a door I felt so sick I couldn't eat at all... ha...I'm so glad my sis came... it makes us even now, seeing as I saved her when she got washed out to sea when we were [very] little... I remember neither of us could swim and she was holding on to the strap of my swimming costume... that was scary... hehe... ahh... I'm so shaky ><
- Location:My bed >o<
- Mood:
numb - Music:Hey! Say! JUMP stuff~~
In other news~ I've got myself death-by-homework DX Maths today. A* Level. English yesterday. Also A* level. I haven't actually started my maths. But I can't do it I tried it at school. Damn X____X The one-of-a-kind YumAmy will soon be extinct =O Oh joyy ¬_¬ Oh god 2 hours >< Not enough time ! Laptop.... so distracting ! TTOTT
- Location:Loft
- Mood:
stressed - Music:None. Which is a dumb thing. If I put music on I could maybe do my hmwk, but nuu
Kyaaa... I'm so so so in love... before I didn't know... I was confused with 4 [shock horror] yes 4 people I've never even met~ but then it dawned on me :]
So I made a playlist :3
Cheer Me Up~ I really love this song ! Soooo much ! ^O^ I think it's perfect... I really think of Yuma like that... even though we don't meet or contact... I'm so glad I can just even be aware of his existance... thank you <3 And Yuma totally has such beautiful poetry in his eyes... that does always take me to a high... heehee X3 Thoughts of Yuma... or watching his vids... seeing his pics... listening to him seeig... seeing him perform... makes me SO happy ! Cheer me up ! Only Yuma's got the magic... only Yuma's got the key to my heart... <3<3 If HaPpInEsS cAn LaSt FoReVeR, i WaNt A pArT oF iT, eVeN jUsT a LiTtLe BiT <3<3<3
Butterfly~ I love this song too of course ! And I love butterflies... and everything they mean to me... Yuma~ you're such a beautiful butterfly... and I know you must be free... and I'll wait as long as it takes for you to fly down and grant me the sweet sweet pleasure of your presence... I'll always welcome you with gentle hands and such a happy smile and I'll stay strong for you. I'll even wait for all eternity... because after I die nothing can stop us from being together... I believe when we die, we'll all be with the people we treasure most... no matter who they are... and there will be no distance... no limits.
I Wanna Have Your Babies~ LOL ! Such a cute happy song ! Haha... Yuma... what would you think if I sang this for you ? You probablayyy would be scared ! XD I think like anyone would... 'If you knew it was all about you, every wish every candle every coin in the fountain - trust me it would scare you' X3 BABIESSS <3
[[Yuma's songs ^3^]]
Circle... I love this so much... and the vid knocks me unconcious ! That's honestly why I haven't watched it in days... it iis truthfully bad for my health... damn... must... watch... nooooowwwwwwww =O
The song in the Hey! Say! JUMP debut concert... I remember... I had the DVD... I was watching it... I was so happy when I heard Yuma there... it was the first time I ever heard him sing... what a wonderful experience. I didn't know I would fall for him in this way back then... hehe... it sounds like a long time ago but it wasn't !! XD
Ok that's it for tonight I think <3
- Location:Ma bed =3
- Mood:
In love <3 - Music:The playlist ! For Yuma !
